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"Regret" - October 2009 Spilled lies at the alter Never forget the fear The church bells' whine Insight The day had broken You took off for the very last time I am hunting in the cold In search...  In search of a sign I am not looking for myself I just can't silence these thoughts inside I retrace footsteps lost in ice Through half-squinted eyes and a numb feeling in my bones I stumble up another hill to find that all too familiar scenery Empty Have I not passed these lands before? (You really need me, but I'm not right you say I want to find you but all I see is white and grey A rage consumes me The cold won't fi

"Someone" - December 2010 We sat in sun on that day I was very far away You'd break the silence just because - But I didn't answer how I was I swear one day my heart would stop; never again pump a heartbeat wrinkled in blood, my gut, nestled in butterfly filth and love No words came out my mouth. I can't stand the thought of you with someone else; I can't stand the thought of you all alone... I can't believe an angel would lay their body so close to mine I remember that moment you surely forget: My head had rest on golden light You did not care how close we were that night I didn't care, it was uncomfortably right Silver slipp